February 2012
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I am not spontaneous, just pure random. And here are some random facts about me: (And by some, I mean 100.)
1) I’m still as in love with cartoons as I was fifteen years ago. I love them more now, though. Now that I understand English.
2) My favorite movie is Up and my favorite TV show is Phineas and Ferb. (I told you, I love cartoons.)
3) I am an early-riser. I am normally up by 7 or...
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“And sometimes, we can fall in love with someone for all the wrong reasons, and...”
– (via wordsandlyrics)
F*** how this humid weather brings me back to the summer of 2010 when all I want to be back with is…
you.
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Hey, I won't give you up.
I would have sung you that Mraz song. But you know, I suck in singing. Why don’t you just watch me try?
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Baby, It’s You (Cover), Adele
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(1) BE A FATHER.
Funny as it may sound, I have always wanted to be a father. (Don’t ask me how in hell will I do that, I’m still figuring it out too.) I think it’s badass and tough and brave for a man to embark on that journey of fatherhood. But I don’t aspire to be one just because it’s cool. I want to be a father because I want to experience how is it to truly love unconditionally....
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I really don’t have this habit of spilling details of how my day went through. Because my blog is not my journal and I’m not famous. But I’d like to take this day as an exception. Yes because it is Valentine’s and I just had the worst in 19 years. You see, I am not really good in keeping sentiments to myself, I will always, (I repeat, ALWAYS) find a way to channel it out of...
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I usually spend my Sundays indoors, because I fear the open and I’m a vampire. But today was different. Firstly because we had departmental exams which are, by the way, off the topic so I will not be talking about it. And secondly, because I got to spend fun time with some of the best people to be with in times of depressing exams - my college gang. Oh God did I have a great time~
WARNING:...
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amberafternoons:
She smiles, sad and almost apologetic, and her smile says it all: “Please, stop it. Stop chasing after me like you love me. You keep on telling me that you feel something for me but you are never sure what or how. Not yesterday, not today, not tomorrow. Not love, not lust. Not anything, not nothing. I’m tired of your poisoned affection and cruel mind games. Love could be a...
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Mahirap mag-isip. Mahirap magpasibol ng ideyang kapaki-pakinabang. Mahirap paganahin ang utak ng kusa. At doble ang hirap na isakatuparan ito at gawing materyal. At triple pa ang dusa at sakripisyo upang ito’y pagtibayin at patagalin. Ngunit wala nang mas kikirot pa sa pagkakataong ito’y nanakawin lang ng basta-basta ng kung sinu-sino lang upang maipakita sa madla na sila’y...
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"Iingatan Kita."
Sa tuwing, sinasabi mong iingatan mo ako, natatakot ako. Natatakot ako dahil hindi ko maintindihan, di ko mawari kung paano mo ko iingatan. Babalutin mo ba ako ng bakal na kalasag, pananggalang sa mapagsamantalang mundo at sa mga asong-gala sa kanto? Ikukulong mo ba ako sa bartolinang madilim, malayo sa liwanag at mapanuring, mapanghusgang, mapanlait na mata ng mga hunyangong nakadamit-tupa? O...
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I fancy calling myself a lunaediesophibic. Because (1) it sounds (and spells) complicated, (2) and phobias are my favorite English words. Yes, word aforementioned is an English word and it is the irrational fear of Mondays. I actually don’t fear Mondays - I just disgust it. Loathe it. Abhor it. And I know what they say about beginnings and how one should embrace its arrival. But Mondays and...
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Tonight, I will… fade into the background, and join the shadows. Because I’m tired of the light. It hurts my eyes.
January 2012
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I had a rough day. I harbored suicidal thoughts yet again. I almost got to the counselor’s office but I backed out and realized I’m too ashamed to admit to a stranger that I need help. I need someone who’d listen and tell me that it’s okay even though we both know it’s just a rehearsed line counselors tell their ‘patients’. So I went home instead, skipping...
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The longest night was when you fell asleep right next to my beating heart which housed you for so long you made a current flow through me and my heart pounded like never before the veins were revolting my breath, accelerating my lips, anticipating How I long to tell you once again how I love you when you’re sleeping when you’re crawled up like a yarn ball into my kitten-like hands when...
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gravity
We fell with our hands tied to rocks. And it was terrifying, breath-taking, heart-wrenching. But we fell, anyway.
“We’ll bleed.” “It’s fine. They’re just wounds.” “We’ll scratch our knees.” “It’s fine. We’ll learn how to walk again.” “We’ll break hearts.” “It’s fine. You have mine.”
And somehow, our hearts found each other. It was enchanting, intoxicating, it felt everlasting. And I...
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Don't go into relationships because of kilig....